BIG APPETITES

Nabal (whose name means "fool") had a big appetite.   1 Samuel 25 tells us that he was a surly and mean man.  When David and his men asked for food from the festival time during sheep shearing, as payment for having provided protection for Nabal's workers, Nabal responded with "why should I take my bread and water, and the meat I have slaughtered and give it to men coming from who knows where?"   Later in the story, we're told that he was in the house holding a banquet like that of a king.  He was in high spirits and very drunk.   His appetite put his wife, family, and servants in grave danger.  In fact, David later states that his plan was to leave no man alive.  Because of Abigail's quick thinking and willingness to humble herself,  those men were saved. I think Abigail was accustomed to Nabal's greediness and surliness.  The servant knew he could come to her for help!   She already had supplies stored away for just such an occasion.  She was able to quickly gather 200 loaves, 2 skins of wine, 5 sheep already dressed, five measures of parched grain, 100 clusters of raisins, and 200 cakes of figs - according to notes in my bible, that was exactly enough provisions for David's 600 men!  Nabal's actions were not just a one-time event, but an example of a lifestyle of greediness (a big appetite) that Abigail had learned to survive under.  Nabal paid the price for his appetite with his life.

Another man in the Bible that had a big appetite was Esau.   Isaac had prayed much to the Lord for his wife Rebekah because she couldn't have children.  God answered "yes" to his prayers and Rebekah had twins.  Esau and Jacob. The twins had struggled together in Rebekah's womb.  God told her that there were the founders of two nations in her womb! (can you imagine??)  Gen. 25:23 says, "The Lord said to her, 'Two nations are in your womb, and the separation of two peoples has begun in your body; the one people shall be stronger than the other, and the elder shall serve the younger."  Growing up hearing this story, I always thought that God had told Rebekah that the elder son (Esau) would not have the birthright.  But He didn't!  He did say that Esau would serve the younger brother (Jacob), but not that he would lose his inheritance.  Maybe Esau had been told the story of his birth while growing up and heard it the same way I did because he didn't value his birthright.   One day he was coming home after being in the field and was faint with hunger.  Jacob was cooking stew and traded Esau a bowl of stew for Esau's rights as a firstborn son.    Esau scorned his birthright as beneath his notice, his appetite was so big he traded it for a bowl of food.  He didn't try to get the food any other way.  He could have offered something else in trade for the food, cooked something for himself, or even found someone else to cook for him.  No, his appetite was big and he sacrificed big to get what he wanted.  But Esau had been taught this by example.  Issac, his father had a big appetite too.  He sacrificed relationship with his son Jacob for his appetite.  Genesis 25:28 tells us "And Isaac loved [and was partial to] Esau because he ate of Esau's game..."  Esau's story has a happier ending than Nabal's did.  I think his story shows that there is a place for redemption after you have been a devourer if you humble yourself.   Jacob was returning home years later, after having fled for his life because he had also stolen Esau's blessing, (though Esau was given a blessing, just not the one his father had intended for him).  Trying to make amends with Esau, Jacob sent gifts ahead to give him.  Esau saw Jacob coming and ran to embrace him.  Jacob's first words to Esau were "These are the children whom God has graciously given YOUR SERVANT". Several times Jacob calls Esau "my lord".  I think the gifts were a returning of the inheritance to Esau and the calling himself  "servant" and Esau "lord" were a return of the status of firstborn to Esau.  We see that Esau has prospered, fulling the blessing his father had given him, "Your blessing and dwelling shall all come from the fruitfulness of the earth and from the dew of the heavens above: By your sword, you shall live and serve your brother, But the time shall come when you will grow restless and break loose, and you shall break his yoke from off your neck."  Esau had learned to forgive and to set aside his big appetite. (He tried to refuse Jacob's gifts.)   

Let me briefly tell you about one more man we are told about in the Bible that had a big appetite:  David.  His appetite was so big, he lived in such abandon that when he came against the giant Goliath, he RAN toward the fight.  His appetite was so big that it earned him the title of "a man after God's own heart".  In Psalm 34 he gives us a glimpse of the big appetite he has - an appetite to know God intimately.  "I will bless the Lord at all times; His praise shall continually be in my mouth.  My life makes its boast in the Lord..."   I believe that David's life, though not perfect, shows that our big appetites are God-given!   In fact, he calls us to follow his example in Psalm 34:8 "O taste and see that the Lord (our God) is good!  Blessed (happy, fortunate, to be envied) is the man who trusts and takes refuge in Him."  Our appetites have a purpose!   It's much like I shared with my Sunday School girls last week.  Where you fix your gaze determines where you go.  If our focus is on worldly affections, then our appetites devour people and things.  That is when our appetites are misused.  BUT if our focus is fixed on God and his greatness, then they are an asset!  Our appetites draw us close to God and His desires for our lives.   

During my cancer treatments, I lost my sense of taste.  When it returned, the first taste that I had was bitter.  I couldn't taste anything but the bitter pills I had to take.  Then one day my sister-in-law asked me if my sense of taste was returning, and I suddenly realized that I was at that moment tasting sweet pie!   Later, my taste of savory dishes returned.  Maybe that is a picture of our redemption, much like Esau.  We need to taste the "bitter" pill of repentance to be healed.  We need to see that we have held grudges, had unforgiving, murderous attitudes, and focused on wrong things, misusing our appetites. We must change and turn away from that.  Then comes the sweet taste of redemption, coming back into right standing, close relationship with God.  Returning just as the prodigal son did, with our Father waiting with outstretched arms.   But then, oh my!  Then comes the savory.  The deep, rich, spicy, savory taste of growing intimacy with Father.  A taste that satisfies our big appetites beyond our imagining.   

Father,  Thank you for big appetites and the advantages they can bring when they are focused on You!!  May the desires of my heart never be in opposition to Your desires!   Forgive me for all the times I've settled for lesser things to try and satisfy my appetite.  Lord, I want to want You most - to follow You with the abandon that David did as he ran into the fight! May I live with a heart of surrender to You.  Help me not to compromise by looking anywhere but at You to satisfy my appetite. In Jesus' worthy-of-worship name I pray, Amen.    

 

On Earth As It Is In Heaven

Heaven came to earth in the form of a newborn baby. All the Majesty of heaven in human form. As Max Lucado said, "Heaven touched the earth and, as a result, earth can know heaven. " Matthew 6:10 says "on Earth as it is in heaven". God's will done. His presence known just as in heaven. I love that. As I typed that, my spell check changed "I love that" to "I live that". I want that to be truth: I live it. Aware of His presence moment by moment. Thank you, Jesus, for coming.

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The Woman

Luke 8:42 - 48...But as Jesus went, the people were crowding against Him [almost crushing Him]. And a woman who had suffered from a hemorrhage for twelve years [and had spent all her money on physicians], and could not be healed by anyone, came up behind Him and touched the fringe of His outer robe, and immediately her bleeding stopped.  Jesus said, “Who touched Me?” While they all were denying it, Peter and those who were with him said, “Master, the people are crowding and pushing against You!”  But Jesus said, “Someone did touch Me because I was aware that power [to heal] had gone out of Me.”  When the woman saw that she had not escaped notice, she came up trembling and fell down before Him. She declared in the presence of all the people the reason why she had touched Him, and how she had been immediately healed.  He said to her, “Daughter, your faith [your personal trust and confidence in Me] has made you well. Go in peace (untroubled, undisturbed well-being).

I don't know her name, but I wish I did! There is so much to learn from this determined woman. She had been social distancing for 12 years.  Can you imagine?  She was considered unclean for 12 years. She heard that Jesus was in town and sought Him out.  That is interesting to me.  Jesus knew she was there, after all, He is God, but He waited for her to seek Him.  He didn't go to her, He waited for her to press through the crowd and touch the hem of his garment. I wonder, what is in our lives right now that we need to press through to seek Him? 
When Jesus addresses her, he doesn't ask her "what do you want?" as he did the blind beggar in Mark 10:41.  Why?  Because she already has it!!  She has already been healed she just needed to acknowledge her struggles and her healing. 
Verse 47 says "she had not escaped notice". I looked it up.   In the Greek language, it means she had not escaped being hidden.   He called her out from her hiddenness by having her acknowledge she had touched Him and by voicing what she had struggled with all those years and declaring her healing. Not only was she called out of her hiddenness, but by asking "Who touched me?" Jesus drew the attention of the crowd to her.  Peter even wonders, "Jesus, there is a crowd pushing against you, why would you ask who touched you?"  I think Jesus wanted her free from being invisible to others, free from being viewed as unclean.   Her faith brought about peace.  Untroubled, undisturbed well being.  Peace. 

Taco Stuffed Sweet Potatoes

My memories of sweet potatoes were of an opened can of candied yams with added brown sugar and marshmallows on top.  The traditional Thanksgiving side dish that everyone (but picky me!) loved.  I thought they were slimy and even the marshmallows didn't make them appealing to this sugar lover.  But my husband LOVES sweet potatoes.  In an attempt to learn to eat this root vegetable, I began roasting them and discovered I like them too!  I just peeled and diced sweet potatoes, topped with a little  oil, salt and pepper baked in a hot oven and suddenly I was hooked.  But my husband wasn't satisfied, he wanted baked sweet potatoes, thank you very much.  So, in an attempt to learn to eat them baked, I came up with this recipe adapted from the Cookin' Canuk's Turkey Taco Stuffed Sweet Potatoes.  I still prefer the roasted variety, but these may just become a regular in our house.  

 Taco Stuffed Sweet Potatoes

• 3 medium sweet potatoes
• 1 tsp coconut oil
• 1 1/2 tsp ground cumin, divided
•  salt to taste
• ground pepper to taste
• 1/4 up to 1/2 cup grated pepper Jack or Mexican blend cheese 
• 1 lb. lean ground turkey or beef
• 1/2 medium onion, chopped
• 1/2 green pepper, chopped
• 4 garlic cloves, minced
• 1 tsp chili powder
• 1/2 to 1 cup pinto beans (optional, I had some left-overs to use up) 
• 1 10 oz. can Rotel Mexican Lime and cilantro diced tomatoes

Clean and wrap sweet potatoes in foil.  Cook in lined slow cooker on low for 8 hours or on high for 4 hours or bake in oven or microwave until soft.  Cool potatoes enough to handle.  Cut potatoes in half and scoop flesh out of potato, reserving skin.  Mash potato flesh slightly with fork and add oil, 1/2 tsp. cumin (or to taste), salt, pepper, and cheese.  Divide among the reserved skins and place in a foil lined cookie sheet.  Brown meat with onion and green pepper and drain off any grease.  Add salt, pepper, remaining cumin powder, garlic, chili powder, beans and Rotel.  Cook until warm and garlic is soft.  Spoon meat mixture on top of each potato, top with additional cheese.  Broil until cheese is melted.  

Perception

There are a lot of skewed perceptions in the story of Job. At the beginning of the story Satan accused God of having a hedge of protection around Job and in chapter 3 we hear Job's perception of that hedge: 

"Why is life given to a man whose path is hidden, whom God has hedged in?"  

God's protection felt like a trap to Job.  He felt fenced in when in reality God was keeping Satan out!

Then there are Job's friends who assume that Job is being punished for sin even though God had just told Satan that he was blameless and upright. I think why they assume that is summed up in 5:27 when Eliphaz says "this is what we have searched out; it is true".  They were so busy gossiping, trying to prove their knowledge and "searching it out" they didn't stop to think that they didn't know the whole story.  Their skewed perception caused pain and led Job to doubt his innocence.  Therefore, in chapter 7 Job is lamenting. 

His physical pain was both drawn-out and agonizing but his greatest struggle was within.  He was having a spiritual crisis and had to deal with the fact God wasn't acting the way that Job always thought God would and should act. God wasn't meeting his expectations.  In Job 7:20 he says,

 "If I have sinned, what have I done to You, Watcher and Keeper of mankind?  Why have You made me Your target, so that I have become a burden to You?"

 He had no knowledge of what was going on in the spiritual realm and thought that God rather than Satan was his tormentor.  He couldn't see the whole picture and therefore thought he was a target for God's wrath and punishment.  In reality, God was watching with silent compassion and Fatherly pride.  God was setting him up for honor and blessing!  

How often is my view distorted?  It is dangerous to think I see the whole picture. I never want to assume I know all of someone else's story and cause them pain.  I want to choose to trust God and act in faith even when it feels like God isn't meeting my expectations! He is, after all, much bigger than I can imagine and can do so much more than I expect. 

Father, today I want to ask that you keep me from skewed perceptions and help me to trust You in the big and small details of life.  Remind me that often you are working behind the scenes in ways that I can't see. Thank you for fencing me in and for being a Watcher and Keeper of mankind, seeing and knowing all!    

From Glory To Glory

I've not only heard the phrase, "If it's not one thing, it's another!",  I've declared it many times. The saying is like a curse; a training of the brain to look for and expect bad things. But as I've contemplated it, I've decided the adage is biblical.

2 Corinthians 3:18 says:

 Now all of us, with our faces unveiled, reflect the glory of the Lord as if we are mirrors; and so we are being transformed, metamorphosed, into His same image from one radiance of glory to another, just as the Spirit of the Lord accomplishes it.

• If it's not one thing...it's another
• If it's not the Old Covenant (law)....it's the New Covenant (grace!) 
• If it's not death... it's life
• If it's not dark....it's light.
• If it's not ashes...it's beauty (Isaiah 61:3)

God loves restoring and transforming from glory to glory!  It's a process of being transformed, growing in the knowledge of God, growing in relationship with God from an acquaintance, to a deep intimacy, to finally one day seeing Him face to face.  

I'm reminded of the story of Enoch.  We are told in Genesis 5:22-24 that "Enoch walked with God, and was not".  Hebrews 11:5 says "By faith Enoch was taken up so that he should not see death, and he was not found, because God had taken him.  Now before he was taken he was commended as having pleased God".  Enoch lived life well.  Now, this obviously isn't in the Bible, but here's how I imagine it happening:  Enoch walked with God each day learning to know Him in new and exciting ways, choosing to  please God, reflecting His glory.  Then one day God came to Enoch and said something like, "Enoch, you've been transformed so much, gotten to know my character so intimately, that the only thing left is to come see me face to face!"  From glory to glory. From one epiphany to the next. 

Instead of looking for the next bad thing to happen, it's time to train ourselves to look for God's goodness and then mirror it. We should be asking the Holy Spirit to teach us, allowing Him to transform us into a reflection of Him:  from one radiance of glory to another.    "If it's not one thing, it's another!" that may become one of my favorite declarations.  

My sister, Becky Dietz and I were discussing the subject of Job's wife, and she had such great insight I asked her to co-author a blog with me.  I'm glad I did!  Here's the outcome of that collaboration:

Job had a pretty good life.  He was, though not perfect, a man devoted to God.  In fact, in Job 2:3 God Himself said of Job, "No one else on earth is like him, a man of perfect integrity, who fears God and turns away from evil.” His reputation was infallible. Job was a man of wealth and a father to seven sons and three daughters.  His family appeared to have a happy and close relationship. They would have a feast "each on his appointed day" (probably their birthday) and invite each other to the parties.  After the feast, Job would offer a sacrifice in case any of his children had sinned in their hearts. 

Then, one day, God looks upon Job and with pride, and asks Satan the life changing question for Job. "Have you considered my servant Job?" With that simple question, Job loses everything, his animals, servants, and finally his sons and daughters.  Everything, that is, but his wife.

I had never considered before why Satan the accuser chose not to kill Job's wife.  But why kill her if you can use her?  Satan first afflicted Job with painful boils all over his body. Then he attacked Job through the words of his wife, "Why don't you curse God and die?"  Satan knows better than we do how powerful our influence is over our husbands.  Her words are actually suggesting treason against God. "Declare a rebellion and insurrection against God and His kingdom!"  

How many of you wives have ever thought, "I could do this life so much better without my husband!"?  I have. This isn't my own thought--but one the Great Insurrector put in my mind. Satan wants to divide us as husband and wife. Every single girl longs to be married and every married woman longs to do it alone. It's Satan's way of spreading discontent and disunity. (And it has been working for thousands of years!) If our marriages are a picture of Christ & the Church, Satan will do everything in his power to destroy it. 

Even though Job's wife was used by the enemy to try and cause an insurrection against God--and even against their marriage--God used her as part of the restoration process.  When God restored everything to Job, He also gave an increase.  He doubled all he'd owned...everything, that is, except children. He received exactly what he'd lost--7 sons and 3 daughters. But I like to think peace, spicyness, and allure came into his marriage in spades. After all...that's what he named his new daughters!  Job and his wife were the age of grandparents by this time.  That can bring hope into marriages which are in that stage.  I believe the marriage of Job and his wife was completely restored.  I believe it became everything God intended it to be--a picture of Christ & the Church.

*I found this photo here:  https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/87/bf/6e/87bf6e4efc9a4ef954a3d798127823a0--sad-drawings-amazing-pencil-drawings.jpg and would love to give credit to whomever drew it.  If you know the artist please let me know!

God is Good All The Time!

I don't think I'll ever forget it.  I won't tell his story because I don't know much of it and it isn't mine to tell.  But a small bit of the story I think is mine.  He had suffered from illness for awhile, in fact, I believe he was diagnosed just a few months before I found out that I too was being attacked by cancer.  The last Sunday that I saw him was probably his last to attend church before he went home to heaven.  He had been talking to my husband, and I walked up to greet him.  His last words to me were simple but heart felt.  He looked into my eyes and with deep peace simply said, "God is good ALL the time."  I wanted to grab his arm and talk to him.  I wanted to share what God had been teaching me thru my hardships - to truly delight in God no matter the circumstances.  I wanted to hear exactly what God had been teaching him because it was apparent he had learned some lessons as well.  However, I could tell his energy was lagging and that he needed to leave, so I simply agreed with him, God is indeed good all the time.

I saw a quote not long ago by Graham Cooke:

“If you are in mourning, you have the opportunity to worship in the most powerful way possible: lamentation. This worship isn’t done in order to have God remove the pain. It simply recognizes that God stands in the moment with us. Lamentation elevates God in the presence of our enemies. It brings out a side of God that other forms of worship simply cannot touch.”

When I choose to worship God, delight in Him, and give thanks to God in times of hardship, in times of grief and distress I believe it sends a very strong message.  A message that my church friend sent loud and clear.  It is a message that  the world, our church, our youth and children need to hear.  This ability to sincerely declare "God is good!" even during difficult circumstances proclaims to the world that God is worthy of our praise no matter what. It shows our children that God still stands with us and loves us and is truly trustworthy.  It magnifies Him.  This declaration helps people see that He is worth following for a lifetime. I think the enemy is fearful of this kind of worship because it is powerful.  

There is another powerful time of delight and worship that I think brings equally deep fear to the enemy.  A time that makes a very strong statement of God's power, love, strength and glory.  It is a time that seems to make people so uncomfortable that I've seen them gently reprimand others for it.  When God shows up and shows off with power and people declare "this is what God did for me! God is good!" well meaning friends will respond "God is good all the time" as if to say, "don't declare God's goodness during your celebration - it will make those who are going thru hard times feel bad."  (I know that isn't what all who say that mean, but many do!) Frankly, this as a lie of the enemy.  In fact, I think it is because we hesitate to declare God's miracles, His greatness in the good times that our children, our world, and yes, even our church fail to see God's power.  I think it is one reason our youth and young adults don't continue to attend church after they leave home.  Why would they follow a god that they see as powerless and unable?  Those who are grieving, in distress, and floundering NEED to be reminded that God is still in the miracle-working business, they need that hope!  I know I did and our friend reminded me even in his pain.  Let's cut the enemy off at the knees, bring satan to a place of cowering in fear because of our declaration of God's power.

Let's begin to celebrate freely!  Let me declare the works and recount the illustrious acts of the Lord. (Psalm 118:17)   After all, My God IS good ALL THE TIME - yes, even in my celebration.  How sad is it that I hesitate to tell good news because of other's discomfort in declaring God's glory?  Look at God's work in my life! See what He has done!  He is all powerful!  He is my Delight  in good times and bad.  He is Jehovah Rapha - The Lord Who Heals.  He is El Roi - The God Who Sees!  And this time He has seen fit to see me, to heal me!  My doctors were so sure that cancer had again attacked my body that they had plans in motion for treatments after my surgery.  BUT GOD.  On my way to the appointment to see the surgeon after surgery, I received the call that the pathology report showed no cancer.  I believe God healed me.  Since He can see me, work miracles in my life and love me, He can do the same for you -no matter your circumstances.  Just as God walked with our church friend and carried him though his time of illness, God walked with me.  God was good then and He is good now.  Praise HIM!  If I could talk to that friend again, I would thank him for so gently reminding me when he knew I was waiting and hurting -  "God is good ALL the time."

One of my favorite stories in the Bible recently has been the story of Moses in Exodus 33.  Moses was pleading for God's favor for the Israelite people and then he asks God, "Show me Your glory!" God tells Moses to come to the cleft of a rock and  passes before him, protectively covering Moses with His hand until He had passed by.  As God took His hand away Moses could see the back of God.  In Ex. 34:6-7  "Then the Lord passed by in front of him, and proclaimed, “The Lord, the Lord God, compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, and abounding in lovingkindness and truth (faithfulness); keeping mercy and lovingkindness for thousands...."  I've always pictured this in my mind as God solemnly walking past Moses somberly saying "The Lord, the Lord God, compassionate.....".  Then I recently heard it described another way.  Probably much more accurately than I had pictured it.  What if instead of solemnly walking by, God was jumping up and down, dancing - perhaps throwing his hands in the air celebrating Himself as He delightedly declared to Moses, "The Lord, the Lord God, compassionate and gracious...!!"   My challenge to you is to not be hesitant to declare God's glory in fear of hurting others, but to be like God Himself, jubilantly celebrating His glory and goodness and thereby encouraging those in pain.